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Post by • kaitlyn marie ! on Jun 12, 2009 14:21:10 GMT -5
 and the sorrow that you know ,
WILL MELT AWAY .- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Stars twinkled down upon the town of Dodgersville, the dark sky cloaking the buildings that surrounded the Marie Residence. A woman stood on her balcony, leaning over the edge, gazing toward the horizon. The air held a welcoming warmth to it as a smile held her lips. Kaitlyn tucked a lock of hair behind her ear as she continued to watch the nighttime traffic move over the stretch of road nearer toward the middle of town. Granted, she couldn't see everything from where she stood, but she could see enough that it was comforting to be away from the business of the world. While waiting for the presence of her lover, she decided that she would take a moment to relax herself from her hectic day. Things were okay; just simply okay.
Kaitie was comfortable in the financial department, she had a lovely home, and she even had a relationship. Of course, she could not forget about her job.. being a model was way more than it was cracked up to be. She wasn't exactly complaining, more like.. observing. Admittedly, she did enjoy the attention at times but she really didn't care how beautiful she actually was and came off to be. Most of the time, men older and younger, would plant their numbers in her hand and believe that they would get a return call. A small chuckle escaped as she remembered how hopeful they looked, because, to be honest, it was strictly pathetic. First off, she was technically taken by the hot body named Raydon. He certainly was the sexy man beast, but she wasn't sure if that was all that she saw in him. Sure, he was cocky and a tad humorous at times, but she did know that he bore her sometimes with his picture-talk.
After a moment, she glanced down at her clothing, assuring herself that she didn't look like a slob. Appearances weren't everything, but she had always dressed decently for the most part. Now, as in decently, she means as in.. things that are stylish. Not as in.. fully covered. Kaitie ran a single hand through her wavy hair and decided that her outfit was sufficient enough for Raydon to admire. Her tan skin glowed in what moonlight there was and her eyes sparkled a bit as she nibbled her lower lip. Digging deep into her memory, she tried to remember if she had given that lover of hers a key to her house or not. It didn't matter either way, but she was almost positive that she had. Why wouldn't she have? Kaitie wasn't one to be afraid of commitment.. but she was afraid of 'starting a family'. No, not afraid of pregnancy, just the settling down for the rest of her life part.
Kids would ruin her modelling career and not to mention, create a boring and chaotic life for not just herself, but the unlucky bastard who got stuck with them. Absentmindedly rolling her eyes, she immediately pushed the thoughts of diapers, crying, and the sleep deprivation that would surely cause wrinkles and dark circles around her eyes. It certainly isn't raccoon season, is it? She added to her thoughts before wandering her mind to think about things that were less.. annoying? Kaitlyn's idea of thinking was just letting her mind roam. She rarely thought about life or such with an in-depth view due to the fact that she was already around bubble-brains at work. And she wasn't talking about just the secretaries. A couple of models, too. It was rather sad when one spoke and only stupidity came out.. it sure did send out a bad vibe for other models out there.
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Post by raydon jones , on Jun 13, 2009 1:33:07 GMT -5
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i thought i'd live forever, but now i'm not
so sure, you try to tell me that i'm clever____________________________________________
- - Raydon was slightly tired to begin with, and his eyes staring a computer screen didn't help that state at all. But the thought of being able to spend a night with Kaitlyn forced him to get to his feet and try and look as good as he can without trying to. That was impossible, of course, but he wanted it to look that way. Kaitlyn knew him, though. She knew when he was trying to impress her, because it was clearly plastered all upon his face. He got nervous around her- that wasn't a usual thing with Raydon, not at all. She made him smile a lot more, now. His friends were noticing that a lot, but he wasn't. He was conviced he was a smiley person, but he just saved his smiles for special people. That was the case with the prettiest woman on earth; Kaitlyn Marie. Even her name was beautiful. He was kind of surprised at the fact that she was on his mind, still. He wasn't complaining, though. It was nice having something on his mind other than work and his stupid parents back home. Kaitlyn was a very nice break from all that rubbish back home, and he was very thankful he left there. He hadn't told anyone about everything back home, though. He'd just vaguely answer about his troubles back home, but that was it. He'd hate to go into detail. He wasn't the kind of guy that wanted people feeling sorry for him. He hated pity and he didn't know how to deal with it.
- - There was a cloud of mist sprayed onto his bare chest as he began brushing his teeth. Raydon was a very good multi-tasker, it seemed. Brushing his teeth while making himself smell good. Well, if Kaitlyn liked the smell, that's all he cared about. If she liked him smelling like fish, he'd roll in it. Actually, probably not. He wasn't that head-over-heels for her. He didn't think anyone would be able to make him roll around in a pile of fish. As he finished brushing his teeth, he pulled on a white shirt. It was cotton, soft and easy to move in. He wasn't going to dress up just because he was going over to Kaitlyn's house. He felt better in casual clothes, and he hoped she did, too. Anyways, what would they be doing at this time of night? Hopefully not going out to dinner, because he didn't plan on bringing money. He already ate, anyways. It seemed to late for supper. She did tell him that she wanted his arms around her, so he assumed they weren't going out at all that night. He decided to spray just a tiny bit more on his clothes so when they woke up in the morning, they'd smell still. Not too much, though. He knew how too much cologne just stank too strong.
- - Finally, he finished getting ready. He was hoping he didn't take too long for her. Hopefully, she'd appreciate it. He locked the door to his apartment and ran down the stairs (the elevator took too long) out into the parking lot. He had an okay pay, since he was a pretty good photographer.. but he had a lot of debts to pay, so he decided to keep his living area small and his car even smaller. It was pretty old, but it worked, and that's what mattered. Of course, he had a lot of money saved up in the bank if he planned on running away once again. He wasn't sure why he would, since his 'new life' was so much better than the one back home. He got into his car and turned it on easily. He backed out of the parking lot and drove to Kaitlyn's house. He has a slight smirk on his lips, like usual. He couldn't deny that he was excited to see her. Sometimes, though, he seemed uninterested in her just so he could keep her interested. He wasn't sure if that was working, but that's how he got her to notice him. His apartment wasn't that far from Kaitlyn's house, so he arrive five minutes after leaving his building. Luckily, he had her keys on his car keys so he could get in if it was locked.
- - His assumption was right; the door was locked. He unlocked it and entered the house, closing it and locking the door behind him. She must've locked it for a reason, so he'd just leave it locked. He wondered if she heard him or saw him come in, but he didn't see her yet. He kicked off his shoes gently then tip-toed upstairs, looking for her. He finally found her, standing at the balcony. Whether or not she saw him, he sped up to get closer to her and wrapped his arms around her waist gently. "You look lovely tonight." He mumbled slowly, looking into her eyes for a moment before his smirk turned into a bigger grin. "Like always." He added, glancing past her to look at the stars. He would admit it, it was very nice to see the stars at night with Kaitlyn. He refrained from bringing his camera inside since he knew that she'd probably be sick of the camera as of now, but it was a 'kodak' moment as people liked to say.
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Post by • kaitlyn marie ! on Jun 13, 2009 2:48:26 GMT -5
and the sorrow that you know ,
WILL MELT AWAY .- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Many times, you could hear people chatting about models and how they're just there for looks, that they don't have a mind. It was true, though, that some of them did fit that description.. But it was annoying to those models who were intelligent and beautiful, because they weren't as dumb as the other ones. It was a cruel and tough world that Kaitie had to live in, but she dealt with it. Remembering the times of when she had it rough made her just want to go crawl under her covers in the fetile position. Except that she wouldn't bring herself to do that, since it would just be embarassing and would not help a thing that had happened in the past. She had learned, years ago, that it was best to just move on rather than dwell on the bad parts of life. Did that stop her from thinking about it, though? Of course not.
And then her thoughts were interrupted by arms that appeared around her waist. "You look lovely tonight." Kaitlyn automatically smiled, hearing Raydon's familiar voice. She let herself lean back into him, enjoying the comfort of having him there with her again. "Like always." And there was that grin of his. Her eyes continued to watch his, even to when he looked out at the stars where she'd just previously been staring into. "Mmhm.. and not to mention, I bet you can tell that I feel better already." In order to look spectacular, you had to feel spectacular. That was certainly one of the major things that she's learned in the modelling business.. to always dress to impress and let your mood follow. Except, with Kaitie, it's always been the opposite. She wore clothes that matched her mood.. minus the times where she lied to herself and put on things that were far too cheery for her emotions.
Glancing toward the glittering stars again, she placed her hands over Ray's and couldn't help but smile to herself. Things were right with the world, at this exact moment in time. And if she had to swear on it, she would say that her heartbeat was in sync with his. Cliche maybe, but if she was honest with herself, she'd say it was true. However, outloud? That was an obvious rejected suggestion that her conscious had come up with, because Ray would probably take her too seriously or would laugh at her. Of course, Kaitie knew it'd be the first one, but the fear of the second one held high above her head enough for her to not be able to forget it. "Would it be too much of an ego-boost of yours to say that I've missed you?" She asked with a slight smirk tugging at her lips as she said it. She really didn't care all that much if she did boost his ego, but she'd prefer if he wasn't too arrogant for his own well-being.
Most of the time, Kaitlyn wasn't afraid to share her feelings unless they were far more humiliating than tripping in public. But, she wasn't afraid to show her flirtacious side when she was with this man... She would often become the teenage girl she once knew. Not in the childhood way, but in the love story way. Little girls grow up, hoping to become princesses where they can find their prince. That's wasn't quite Kaitie.. She still wanted to be the princess, but there'd never been a prince in the picture. Throughout her entire life, her plans for relationships had never worked. Her current relationship was one that made her think twice and second guess herself at times. Was he really what she wanted? He was hardly her type, because she'd always been into the well-known famous guys that always seemed to want her number. Unfortunately for them, they never recieved it. If anything, they'd get a fake number or a number to Kaitie's parents house if they were lucky.
Even if this twenty-five year old was not ready for more than lovers, she was still loyal to him. And often times, she could admit that she was a bitch on wheels toward him, but those were just her bad days. Which also made her hope that he knew that she wouldn't ever cheat on him.. as long as he didn't cheat on her. The possibilities of that occurring were unlikely but not unheard of from guys. Granted, 'guys' was an extremely general and vast grouping, and may or may not include Raydon, but it was still the fact of him being the opposite sex that made all the difference. Imagine a world without genders, what would things be like then? Good; bad; indifferent? Relationships were already tough enough without the dealings of which gender is which.. And that was another reason that Kaitlyn had decided to skip the thinking for now.. Her mind rambled on and on, like a little kid talking about nothing at all.
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Post by raydon jones , on Jun 13, 2009 10:45:46 GMT -5
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i thought i'd live forever, but now i'm not
so sure, you try to tell me that i'm clever____________________________________________
- - Raydon's grin couldn't help but widen just as he felt her lean back onto him. Having her return any sign of affection must've meant she was in a good mood, and he loved it when she was in a good mood. Uh oh, there was that 'L word' popping into his brain. He just closed his eyes for a second then opened them back up to look down at her, trying to shake that thought out of his head. As she started speaking, he just kept his mind focused on her and her words, only. "Well, obviously." He said jokingly, hugging her a bit tighter and kissing the top of her head gently. He knew she was trying to be serious and/or romantic, but he was afraid of saying the wrong thing. He didn't want to lose his 'manliness' or whatever. He was just too scared to show compassion towards the female that was wrapped in his arms, because he was afraid of losing her. He didn't want to her to believe that she was basically one of the things that kept him sane while being here. "But of course, I feel a lot better, too.
[/b]" He added quietly. Then again, he did feel bad for not returning the same affection that she gave him. He didn't want her thinking he was totally uninterested. But by him coming over, even if he was tired, and planning on staying the night would probably make her think he was interested. - - The feeling of her hands on top of his made him grin a bit bigger again. Her soft hands were a treat, comparing her hands to his own. If he had soft hands, he'd be a bit scared, though. He assumed guys who tried to make their hands soft were just a bit too feminine for his taste. Nevertheless, it was a nice feeling. When she told him that she missed him, he was debating on whether he'd tell her that he always missed her, even if they were in the same room. He just missed being close to her, so it was hard at work when he was taking pictures of something and someone else, and she was getting her picture taken by someone else. He tried not to look at her during that time, though, because he figured that she wasn't looking at him. He wasn't going to tell her that, though, after thinking about it. " No, not that much of an ego boost." He replied a bit airily, taking a small breath in and sighing it out. It wasn't a bored sigh, of course, it was a happy sigh. He was kind of afraid that she'd take it the wrong way, or something, but it just happened to come out. " I missed you and your voice." He said, but the voice part was a lot more quiet than what he said before that. Her voice was sort of like the breeze you got when you were walking on the beach when the sun was beating down on you. It wasn't too cold, but it refreshed you. Again, Raydon would never admit to anyone that those thoughts were running through his mind. Those thoughts were just awkward to share, especially with the opposite sex. - - Being with Kaitlyn at her house was probably the best way to spend his night. That was saying a lot, coming from Raydon. He was used to the big party scene and just flirting with a whole bunch of different woman. But no, Kaitlyn kept his feet to the ground and his head out of the clouds. " Other than being alone, without me, how was your day?" He asked, loosening his grip around her a bit. The quiet was nice, and the occasional car driving by just made it a bit better. It reminded him that they weren't hiding anything. Usually, he didn't like making relationships so known to people. He was ashamed with other girls, but not Kaitlyn. Of course not. " Because personally, it was pretty hard for me all day not to be able to see you." He added, but there was a hint of humor to his voice, on purpose. He didn't want her to think that he was being completely serious and affectionate.. even though he wanted to be. His fear always got the better of him, but there was one emotion that was slowly becoming more important than fear.. and he wasn't about to let that one single emotion slip out of his lips just yet. If he did, he knew he'd regret it more than anything. He'd rather be fearful than be stupid and say something stupid. And he wasn't even sure what this scary emotion was, and if it was true. He was new to these feelings, because a girl never made him think anything like this. It was nice though, the feeling. He wasn't complaining. tagged, cassie / kaitlyn marie :] words, 823 credit, stay - lisa loeb notes, kinda surprised at myself that i'm keeping up the number. xD [/justify][/font][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by • kaitlyn marie ! on Jun 14, 2009 22:32:58 GMT -5
and the sorrow that you know ,
WILL MELT AWAY .- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Letting out a soft laugh, she couldn't help but realize well he actually knew her. Especially, since lately, they had been getting even closer, emotionally speaking. In all of her life, Kaitie'd never been 'emotionally' attached to someone, because there'd never been anyone worth it. Past relationships, of the few that there were, had always been just physical. And even though she was she unsure of Raydon, she could tell that it was more than physical. "Well, obviously." Was what he had replied with. "Oh? Am I really that predictable then, love?"
[/color] She asked, wanting to hear his answer, but then not wanting to. She liked to have a bit of mysterious to her aura, but she was sure that she had revealed too much at times. Her smile continued to stay on her lips as she heard that he felt better aswell. Things were just swell. "But of course, I feel a lot better, too." The chest that she now leaned on was far more comforting than anything else.. besides the times where he would wrap his arms around her while she was sleeping. "As well you should." Kaitlyn answered with a bit of coyness tinting her tone of voice. She couldn't help but think how fun their relationship was. The flirtacious remarks and fleeting glances were always things that she looked forward to when they were together, out in public. You know those people who kept their relationships hidden from view of the press? How they make sure that no one knows about them? Well, Kaitie loathed those couples, because it seemed as if they wanted to hide their happiness from the world. In Kaitlyn's case, she wanted to show Raydon off to her friends. Granted, she did feel like she was using him for arm candy at times, but she was in denial. "No, not that much of an ego boost." After a moment, she quirked an eyebrow as her smile transformed into a slight smirk. "Hmm... You sure? I'm sure I could change that and say a few things so raise that self-esteem of yours."[/color] And with that, she couldn't but grin at her own comment. But the things she had in mind weren't compliments.. more like, words of sweet endearment. However, she stopped herself. Would she be toying with him too much? Often times she would say something and then not mean it the next day, giving someone the wrong idea. And, just then, she heard wonderful words and yet.. they kind of fluttered something in her stomach. Not a good feeling, either. "I missed you and your voice." Turning around, while still in his arms, she gazed up into his eyes. Just to make things better, aswell, she slipped her arms up to go around his neck. "Oh really? Shall I speak to you some more? Be one of those chicks who don't shut up? They just continue on and on and one, never getting the hint that they should just stop talking altogether? I can be one of those, you know. It's called just be persistent with what you're talking about and repeat everything single thing you say in a different way. Almost like parallelism. But, the thing is, is that I don't feel right when I continue to talk like this, because I feel it's boring and takes away from the beautiful and comforting silence when I'm with you."[/color] She couldn't help herself.. it had just been so tempting. Lifting herself a bit by standing on her tiptoes, she pressed her lips against Raydon's for only a moment. Enough to make him want more but not enough to say that she was ready to get hot and heavy in this moment in time. Sure, she wanted to, but right now, she wanted to stay in the romance. Kaitie had to admit that she wasn't the true romantice, but she did enjoy intimate moments more than just some random sex routine. "Other than being alone, without me, how was your day?" How had her day been? Well, it had started out pretty decent enough, but then, it went downhill because the shoot she had done had the worst photographer ever. He couldn't get any of the correct shots and would always capture her bad side. Obviously, he wasn't in the correct profession. But, before she could say how her day had been, Raydon spoke again. "Because personally, it was pretty hard for me all day not to be able to see you." Kaitlyn couldn't help but feel flattered at this, and it did boost her ego indeed, but she wouldn't admit to that. "Aw, well, I apologise for your day being hard. If it helps, I met the most horrid photographer today. He couldn't get a good shot, no matter which way he tried."[/color][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Tagged: Sarah! :: Raydon <3
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Post by raydon jones , on Jun 16, 2009 13:24:00 GMT -5
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i thought i'd live forever, but now i'm not
so sure, you try to tell me that i'm clever____________________________________________
- - A laugh erupted from Raydon's chest. Actually, he was just being the cocky jerk that everyone knows. Now, he kind of felt bad. Kind of. Still laughing slightly, he shook his head, grinning at her. "Not really. You actually surprise me very often." He replied, nodding gently. That could be good, or bad, he wasn't quite sure. Sometimes, it was good, especially when she was a good mood. But when she wasn't, he was afraid of the 'surprises' that she had in store for him. And if she had revealed too much to him, he didn't really notice. Not that he wasn't listening, but because they would actually talk once in awhile.. more now than lately. At first, he just thought it was some kind of physical relationship.. but now he wasn't too sure. He might even consider dating her, even if she did get in a freak accident and lost all her beauty. And that's saying a lot, coming from Raydon.
- - Raydon smiled at her next comment. Well, what would she do if he didn't? Actually, he didn't want to find out. He let out a small chuckle and slightly shrugged, but how could he when he was hugging her. "Well, actually, I wouldn't mind that." He replied jokingly, taking in a small breath. The nights air was really refreshing to him. He didn't know why, but when he got home from work, he didn't even go out for a run, he just stayed inside. He watched TV, ate supper, then more TV. Then of course, he went online to see if Kaitlyn was online.. and she was. He was glad she got him out of the house, and not only that, he was glad she got him closer to her. As she started speaking, he just smirked. Even if she was getting annoying with her little monologue, it was still nice to hear her voice.. even if it was dragging on for a long, long time. As she was speaking, he was looking into her eyes, trying to read her emotion. He was never good at that, but he tried anyways. As she finished talking, he just laughed and shook his head. "You know, it's going to be really hard to annoy me with a face like that, right?" He asked, tilting his head to the side a bit as he asked the question, then added. "You could be stepping on my feet and clicking your pen and I still wouldn't be annoyed." She knew how annoyed he got when people clicked pens. It was the biggest pet peeve to him. He actually yelled at someone to stop. Probably because when him and his twin sister were little, she'd do it non stop.
- - Feeling her lips against his was a nice change, but he assumed it was coming eventually. It ended too quick, but Raydon wasn't going to complain about anything. He loosened his grip around her and had his arms hanging off her a hips a bit. For one moment, he looked away from her to examine the sky. It was nice, and the slight breeze now and then was even nicer. Though, he was afraid of getting cold because all he was wearing was his t-shirt and jeans. Sometimes, it felt nice to be a bit chilly, and that's how he was now. Holding on to Kaitlyn made him feel a bit warmer, anyways. "Yes, it makes me feel a lot better, actually." He admitted with a grin, hugging her tightly for a few seconds. "It's a comfort to know that I'm the only one who can capture my girlfriend the way I see her." His voice was a bit softer and deeper. To repay her from a few moments ago, he gently kissed her again, pulling away to look at her and smirk. He was still fine with just standing, there, looking at her. He couldn't really ask for anything more. Maybe a jacket, but that was about it.
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